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What If? What If?
Suzanne B. Miller
Jasmine’s mind is ruled by endless ‘what if?’ fears and intrusive thoughts. When a forgotten diary draws her and her friends into a story from decades earlier, they uncover courage, connection and unexpected hope. An uplifting New Zealand novel exploring OCD, anxiety, friendship, resilience and the quiet bravery of keeping going.
Jasmine’s spent her life avoiding her fears. Now she has to face them.
Her mind never stops asking ‘what if?’ questions. For years, she’s managed her intrusive thoughts by avoiding anything that might trigger them – but control isn’t the same as freedom, and the life she’s built is becoming impossible to sustain.
When a long-forgotten diary unexpectedly lands in her hands, Jasmine and her friends are drawn into a deeply personal story from decades earlier – one shaped by resilience, heartbreak, courage and hope. As the past slowly unfolds, its lessons begin to illuminate the struggles of the present, helping Jasmine confront the uninvited bully living inside her mind. Along the way, she also discovers friendship, healing and the possibility of unexpected romance.
What If? What If? is an uplifting and deeply human New Zealand novel inspired by real experiences. Offering an authentic glimpse into the hidden reality of OCD and intrusive thoughts beyond the stereotypes, it is a story about friendship, fear, love in its many forms, and the courage it takes to keep moving forward.
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Available direct from author or Amazon
What If? What If?
Suzanne B. Miller
Jasmine’s mind is ruled by endless ‘what if?’ fears and intrusive thoughts. When a forgotten diary draws her and her friends into a story from decades earlier, they uncover courage, connection and unexpected hope. An uplifting New Zealand novel exploring OCD, anxiety, friendship, resilience and the quiet bravery of keeping going.
Jasmine’s spent her life avoiding her fears. Now she has to face them.
Her mind never stops asking ‘what if?’ questions. For years, she’s managed her intrusive thoughts by avoiding anything that might trigger them – but control isn’t the same as freedom, and the life she’s built is becoming impossible to sustain.
When a long-forgotten diary unexpectedly lands in her hands, Jasmine and her friends are drawn into a deeply personal story from decades earlier – one shaped by resilience, heartbreak, courage and hope. As the past slowly unfolds, its lessons begin to illuminate the struggles of the present, helping Jasmine confront the uninvited bully living inside her mind. Along the way, she also discovers friendship, healing and the possibility of unexpected romance.
What If? What If? is an uplifting and deeply human New Zealand novel inspired by real experiences. Offering an authentic glimpse into the hidden reality of OCD and intrusive thoughts beyond the stereotypes, it is a story about friendship, fear, love in its many forms, and the courage it takes to keep moving forward.
Where to buy
Available direct from author or Amazon